Can’t no body hold me down, oh no!

Hey Guys,

 So, going on 6 weeks ago. My “dh” said he wants a divorce. Waaaay to complicated to get into right now. Basically, he said he didn’t think my feelings for him were real. He thought I still loved my ex (which is 110% NOT TRUE), and that I can do better. I’m just chalking it up to him being an idiot. lol

It’s been really hard, but I’m getting better. One of the things he said to me was that I’m very beautiful, smart, have a wonderful personality, have a lot going for me, and if I only got into shape, I’d have guys flocking to me. Uh, EXCUSE ME! I get plenty of attention as my hefty self, F you very much! LOL

Anyways, the ironic thing is, the day he told me all this stuff, I was getting back on track anyways. I’ve lost 15 lbs so far. Here’s to the next 15!

I went to the gym on my vacation!

I was struggeling with it all morning, but I finally made it to the gym. Yay me! I did a walk/run on the treadmill for 38 min and then I did two sets of lower body exercises.

1 step forward, 3 steps back

Hi buddies! Sorry I haven’t meant to neglecting you guys. My internet was down, and so was I. I hurt my leg.

It’s better now, but in one week, I gained all the weight I lost in 3 weeks plus a lil more. What the heck?!

So, I’m down, but not out.

Nite buddies. Have a wonderful weight-losin week. :-)

What woke you up?

No, I don’t mean your alarm clock, screaming kids, or your dog licking your face. I mean what was your moment when you got serious about your weight loss?
I’m just curious because there was a blog I read yesterday and a fellow buddyslimmer had an embarrasing moment in public.
I shared embarrasing moment on her blog. In case you didn’t read it, here it is in a nutshell: my bf and I waited in a long line for Ghostrider, and I couldn’t fit in the seat. It was so mortifing we left right after that (we had just got there too!) and I cried off and on the whole day.

As horrendous as that was, it didn’t motivate me to lose weight. I sank into a depression, and threw a “pitty party” for myself.
It wasn’t until I had a misscarriage at 5 months did I really get serious. This was about two years ago. I blamed myself for her death, even though the dr. never said that was the problem.

That’s what woke me up. What woke you up??

Ouchie!! What should I do???

Is there a doctor in the house?? LoL But seriously, I hurt my leg. It’s up in my saddelbag area. It goes all over my thigh and into my butt at times. I think it was when I was running on the treamill. My heart was ready, but I guess my body wasn’t. It hurt a little bit yesterday, and today I went for my walk, and it was killing me. Going up hill is especially difficult. I thought it would get better after I warmed up, but I was wayy wrong. :-(

So, what do you guys think?? Should I rest it, work it gently and stretch it out, or what? I took some codeine it was hurting so bad. And I normally don’t take meds for nothin!

My bad/another lb down

Hi everyone.

I haven’t blogged as much as I like this week. So, in a previous blog, I was bragging that I actually ran on the treadmill in the evening. The morning after (4:30 a.m.) I went out for a walk/run. My bad! lol Afterwords, my legs were stiff. I didn’t give myself enough down time between workouts. Because I was stiff and all, I didn’t work out Friday. Im adjusting my workout schedule this week though so it won’t happen again. Friday night, I had some drinks with my friends. Well, I didn’t workout Saturday morning either. Too many Margaritas!

Well, despite all that, I am down another lb. YAY I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend.

I was run-ing

Good Afternoon Buddies!

The title was a Forrest Gump reference.  

I had an unexpected day off from working out yesterday. I’ll be honest and tell you I was just being a whiney baby about it. I stayed up late the night before, and when 4am came around  that morning I was just like “whaaa! I don’t WANNA!” lol So, I’ll be working out on Sunday after all.

Today, I had to go in to work at 6am instead of 9. So, I didn’t workout in the morning. But, I did go after work. Which is so hard for me to do. So, yay me! I went on the treadmill, and I was run-ing. 4.2 mph for one whole lap. It was cool. I was on the treadmill for a total of 35 min. Then, I did weights. Eating has been going OK.

Sidenote~ I am watching Dr. Phil right now. There is a lady who overweight (if I had to guess I’d say she’s about 220) and her husband is a Fin P***K! When she tries to get intimate with him, he pushes her away and says he won’t sleep w/her until she’s under 200lbs. Calls her terrible names like “fat whore” etc. When he sees a good-looking woman on tv or whatever, he’ll ask his 4 y/o if she thinks that should be her new mommy. And to top it all off, he’s fatter than she is! OMG HE SUCKS!

Gotta late start two days in a row/Ate buffet ain’t ashamed!

Hi guys. Well, I’m off Mondays now and there is a kickboxing class offered at my gym that started at 12 noon.  I was gonna be lil miss gym rat and go in the morning (I usually wake up at 4am and do my workout at 5) and to the class at noon. But Hubby convienced me to stay until he left for work. He wanted to “kick it” which led to something else. ;-)

ANYways, so I fell asleep and woke up at 8:30. I had to run some errands, so I only made it to the gym once. But I think I’ll just keep to my regular routine of getting up at 4, etc. The gym was way crowded, and I was the biggest in the class. I usually am anyway. And it was sooo hot. I go in sweat pants cause it leaves everything to the imagination. lol

So, yesterday, the same thing happened pretty much about the hubby part. Yesterday was my day to go walking. At first I was fighting myself. C’mon is Sunday, your day off. It’s hot outside by now. The other half ah ah ah you had your day off Friday, remember?? And besides, it’s only an hour. So, the good side of me won (yay) and I kicked ass!  walked further in the same amount of time.

Last night, hubby got home from work (he works 7 days a week sometimes) and he said he hadn’t eaten all day. So, I offered to go to a buffet with him. He’s been really good about where we go to eat lately, so I wanted to treat him (and me) :-)

But it’s all good cause I only had 2 plates. The first of which was all fruit.  The 2nd had lean meats, veggies and shirmp. Only had one almond cookie.

Please don’t ban my account after reading this.

OK. Maybe that was a tad dramatic. lol But I seriously hope I don’t gross anyone out with this question. Am I the only one who stands in front of the mirror naked and tug on my body to see what it will look like after I’m more toned?? Please say no!

LOL

4.5 lb loss. YEA!

Hey guys. I woke up this morning to a 4.5 lb loss. SWEET! I wish this thing would accept .5 lb. I feel like a liar sometimes, lol.

Well, I’ve lost 7lbs since getting back on track.

Have a good day everyone. :-)

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